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hello stranger

God I haven't been on the computer since Thursday, haven't blogged in forever. Well.. I had a GREAT weekend!
Friday: Stayed after school to set up for the MY dance. Val caught my foot in a riser, hurt like a bitch. MY dance ROCKED! WOO HOO, pretty sure me and Megan had more fun than the kids!

Saturday: Left at 7:30 am for MacGregor. Played great! Beat Erickson! Had a 3 game wait, many of us fell asleep, played like crap in our next game and lost! 2 bacon cheeseburgers, fries, root beer and an apple pie! WOO HOO mine and Ashley's lovely meal. God me and Ashley were just insane on the way home. "tell Colin I think he has a sexy beard" next thing I know he says he's going to shave it off, oh no! :P

Sunday: cleaned the house, did laundry and slept all day. AJ, his mom, Murray and Deb came over for supper then AJ, me, Robyn, Mom, AJ's mom and Deb went to the haunted house. Just the sound of the chainsaw scared the shit out of me! The fucking werewolf was scary as hell too. Saw Nicole! :D Also saw Adam.. and a bunch of other people from school!

this tassel is gonna turn

but when the moment passes by

we'll just walk away

then slowly grow apart

but i'm not gonna cry

love?

is it just all just a constant need for affection?

do you flirt with him because you want him to flirt back?

do you "hook up" because it makes you feel wanted?

do you feel like you need a boyfriend to fit in?

do you feel left out when everyone else is cuddling?

i do

wtf?!

I hate everything about you

why do I love you?

HALLOWEEN PARTY

It's days like today that make me never want to drink again!

But it was definately worth it.. I had SO much fun!!

And Eric and Joel are REALLY great friends <3 love you guys so much!

times have changed

remember what life was...
when we were growing up...
in the 90's

things have changed so much...
little kids, like 8 years old are swearing, like we didn't do that when we were that old
we didn't wear make-up till high school
mom still picked out our clothes, and the only name brand was Kids Only™
our first kiss wasn't untill grade 7
we didn't have "boyfriends"

were we "un-evolved"
or are kids now a day just...
evolved?

*sigh*

when you're dreaming with a broken heart

the waking up is the hardest part

you roll out of bed and down on your knees

and for a moment you can hardly breathe

confused?

so many things running through my head

glad you're there for me <3

frustrated

scared

overwhelmed?

don't want to get out of here, yet, can't wait to leave...

har har

yes, I do have a mommy and a daddy
and yes, they are the same as my brother's mommy and daddy

love you volleyball girls!

my weekend

Friday: after school went to Brandon with Megan and Boyle.. pretty fun time.. I will admit, Boyle is a pretty good Brandon driver!
p.s. truck drivers are sometimes very creepy!

Saturday: picked Danielle up at 6:30 am and went to Newdale, then went to Glenella for volleyball. Went with only 6 players, I'd say we played pretty good! Had some fun when we had a huge 4 game wait.. played Mad Gab :P that game is hilarious. Got home at like 8 then went to Amanda's with Danielle and went in the hot tub :D

Sunday: just chilaxxing on here, working on my english (mom said if it's not done by the end of October she's takign away the car, my cell and my home phone privelages! OH NO!) so I'd better get it done if I don't want to live in a hole for the rest of my high school life!


Thought of the day:
It's amazing who walks into your life when all the others walk out...

somebody's me

somebody wants you

somebody needs you

somebody dreams about you every single night

somebody can't breathe

without you it's lonely

somebody hopes that one day you will see

that somebody's me

rebellious teenage ways

so this weekend has been so awesome, so many good times, met some cool people but...

I'm in DEEP shit now :P

Oh well, it was all worth it!

so Friday night Kim and I were supposed to go to the football game, but it was so shitty and rainy out, so we just went back to my house, to wait for Nicole to come. Nicole got there, we ate supper then got ready to go. Headed to Rossburn. Called up Jason. Met them at Co-op. Saw Craig :D Which really excited me, and I gave him a big hug. And he told me that I needed to have another party soon! (Hopefully!!) So then we picked up Jason and Kevin and headed off to the party. Saw a freaking dead dog on the side of the highway near WayWay, I nearly cried! And no it wasn't a dead coyote (and Kevin and Jason teased me all night about it) So we got to where we had to turn off for the party, and there was fucking cops everywhere.. so we just turned around and went back to Rossburn. Then met up with Harley and all them other boys and headed out to this shack north of Rossburn, Kevin was driving Nicole's car. At one point we came really fast around this curve and nearly went into this slough! Not even kidding, Kevin is a insane driver! Got to the shack.. hung out for a bit, some of the people went to WayWay to get food.. then we went back to Mikal's for a little bit. Got home around 5am (I think that's partially the reason I'm in trouble)

Then we woke up Saturday mornign, were bored as fuckk, called up Katy, went to Katy's then went to Brandon. Then came back home around 8, picked up Jason in Rossburn then went back to my place. Katy was fucking wasted, it was hilarious!! Stayed up till 4am (I think that's the other half of the reason that I'm in trouble)

But this weekend was kick ass!! Wouldn't change a thing! (Pictures on Facebook)

fuck you

and I would send it to you