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3/08/2007

forget it

forget I even posted that last post... I don't even want to be involved... it's just going to get me in trouble, I know it! I just want to go on like normal... be friends with Jodi and Carlyle and Katy and Allison and Kim and Ethan and Adrienne and Karen and even weird Tom!! lol (just kidding Tom) so I'm just going to act like nothing happened... don't come to me for advice, or telling me bitch stories about someone else.. cause I wont listen.. I might listen, but I'm not going to say anything in reply..

Lately I've just felt like crying lots.. like yesterday in Jazz band when Ms. Isaac was like "saxs quiet down, theres 7 of you and only one Carlyle" I was like "what the fuck, just ignore me" and then Carlyle was like "umm what about Michele" and then Ms. Isaac was like "oh Carlyle's a stronger player" OH THANKS!! that makes me feel so good.. so I'm thinking I want to quit stupid jazz band.. the songs are all crap (except Secret Agent Man, I like that!) and Ms. Isaac is treating me like I'm not even there... the only reason I'm staying in is for the credit... and to keep Carlyle company...

Also... I feel like the only people that know me, or care enough to get to know me are Karen, Kim and AJ... you guys are truly my friends... I can go to you.. and talk to you about things, and I don't have to worry about you telling other people... like I know you all are going to say "oh you can talk to me, I wont tell anyone" but I know it's not true.. theres a few of you (and I'm not going to name names) who I've told something, personal, and you've gone and told someone else.. and now everyone is asking me if it's true.. like if I wanted the whole world to know, I would tell them.. and yes, I've been accused of doing this too, but I'm trying to stop... and I think I'm getting alot better.. and there is so many people out there so much worse than me... so thanks for being there guys (not just Karen, Kim and AJ, but all you guys who are there when I need to talk!)

So lets all be friends! yay!

6 comments:

Nicole said...

Michele,
I am always here for you even though I live an hour and a half away. I love you sooooo much! and miss you like crazy! I'm coming there as soon as I can, but unfortunately that might not be for a while (atleast until my Europe trip is over with). You can always talk to me, and I promise I will listen.

Love ya hun <3

Chelsey said...

"I wish we could all get along like we used to in middle school... I wish I could bake a cake filled with rainbows and smiles and everyone would eat and be happy..."

Haha remember that part from Mean Girls? Well, there you have it!

Anonymous said...

Hey chele.. yeah when ever u need to talk to me i'm there... and yeah i no what u mean i heard about a few things and have satyed out of everything i can.. jsut so many people bitchin about so much lately drives me crazy.. haha.. but yeah i'm here and what not if u need me then come to me if not i'm stayin out, yeah once in a while i'll get involved jsut to see whats all goin on cause i dont want to be left out of the loop completely but not involved completely either (that probably is confusin but i no what i'm talkin about so thats all that matters lol :P)... but yeah i'll listen to whatever and maybe i'll put my input here and there if i think its worth it... Ashley H

Anonymous said...

Damn what a lot of drama going on ... Strath is way to full of drama. People pass too much judgement about other and care way too much about what other people are doing.
I'm not gonna pretened I know what is going on cause I don't have an effing clue but seriously, nearly everyone in strath needs to smarten the hell up and grow up a little bit.
None of this will even matter in a couple year, probably wont even matter next term. Life moves on, people change, things happen and sometimes it is for the worst but there isn't much you can do.
And about whatever is going on... the people involved should be the ones to sort it out. Sit down and talk about things I guarantee it works nearly all the time lol

Brittany said...

Hey michele i just wanted to tell you i luv ya and if you ever need to talk you can talk to me! luv ya lots
kisses

Anonymous said...

Hey dorkus, well i know you were like and i knpow your gonna say im here ill listen, but you know i am always here and will always liosten.. love ya lots