Relationship

If I don't give him a kiss in the morning, if I happen to go to work before he gets up. He could give a rat's ass.
If he doesn't give me a kiss in the morning before he goes to work, it breaks my heart.

Why is he doing this to me? Why is my heart and my feelings so fragile? Why am I wanting this to work so bad that I'm literally in tears every night over this guy?

Things were perfect 6 months ago. He said he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me. He couldn't stand to be apart from me for more than a day. He couldn't even go an hour without texting me. He held me in his arms all night. He always asked how my day went. He took me out to supper and to movies.

Now.. none of that. Not one thing. I ask him whats wrong... nothing. I ask why he's changed... nothing.

Why am I wasting my time on this? Why am I dwelling on it. If it's not going to work.. it's not going to work. When I'm upset, he just argues. When I want to talk, he just comes up with an excuse. He's not treating me with respect and I deserve better.

But somehow when he's gone, I'm a complete mess. I can't eat, I can't sleep. I know this from experience.

I don't know what to do. All I want is to feel wanted.