Broken Heart

And today for a sappy, broken hearted, sad post.

How would you feel to come home to an empty house, with a note saying that your best friend, the love of your life, has left you.

Well it f*cking sucks.

Thats what I came home to on Monday afternoon.

Since then, I cannot eat, cannot sleep, my life is miserable.

Tonight I finally got the chance to ask the questions I wanted and to talk to him. Apparently he doesn't like my "moodyness" and my "attitude". I've tried to explain to him that our situations and our arguments and our fights are exactly like those of other couples. He doesn't understand that a tiny argument about not asking me how my day was, is not enough to end a relationship.

For now he wants to be friends, and hang out as friends. How am I supposed to do that when the only thing I've known with him is holding hands and kissing and boyfriend/girlfriend.

I don't know whether it's worth it to pursue this. I told him what if we started fresh, just go on dates a couple times a week.. and he kept stressing "just friends". It's so upsetting and I'm at a loss of what to do. :(